Wednesday, November 27, 2013

My internal journey during the making of the blog and the journal

            At first I thought that doing all of these assignments were going to be an easy task but when I started doing them I notice that it would be a challenge for me. During the making of the journal, I experience many journeys. At the beginning I was a little bit stressful and conscious when writing but later on, I just let it go. If I read my journal now, it is easy to notice the flow with which I wrote. I just kept writing till the alarm for the 10 minutes rang. Many times I was amazed at how fast the time went. I really appreciate this experience because along these journeys, I learned many things about me such as some of my passions, which are my beautiful girlfriend, sports and my future career. I realize that I love all these things I mentioned because most of the time when I was writing, I couldn’t get them out of my head. During the making of the blog, I got stressed a lot, but now I feel very proud of all the work I did. I like a lot how colorful this blog ended. For me writing it’s almost my passion but what makes it not be it yet is that it is very difficult for me to know what I am going to write about. For example on these posts, which my topic is imposed, I believe that it is easier for me to do the writing. Now, having almost ended up with this blog, I can reflect on this entire journey I experience and see how great it feels having a little public space on the Internet.

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A Letter to Cynthia

            Hi Cynthia Pittmann, I want to thank you for all the changes that this class have done with me. This semester for me would be unforgettable because of all the classes I manage at the same time but specially because on this class I made my first blog and I wrote a journal. I will think seriously about making another blog for all the things that I want to share with my friend in the future. What I love the most of this class was everything that I discovered by doing the journey journal and some of the activities such as a day as a tourist. On my journal, I love everything I wrote since the beginning. At first I did many entries talking about the stuff I like to do but later on I learn to let my mind fly free and try to catch up my thoughts while writing. This technique helped me know more about myself. I also notice about many things that I like to do that before I didn’t knew such as watching some series that I mention such as Pawn Stars from History Channel. This journal also helped me express my anger when I was feeling sad and just by writing whatever I felt writing, at the end I always felt better or while writing I found a solution to whatever problem I was going through. A dynamic that we made a lot in class that I like was decorating our journey journals with pictures, because this help other people know you better and even help you describe the type of person that one is. I like the way that you used refer to us, always with respect and you were always there for us for any questions that we may have. I say this since I send to you approximately 7 or 8 emails that maybe made you feel tired from me but you never said anything to me. ha ha ha.  Once again thank you for everything, and I know that this class will help a lot in the future because of all the writing we did.


Daisy Miller's Discussion

    

          When we read Daisy Miller at class, we were ask to answer some questions to analyze and get a better idea from this novella. First we need to know how to differentiate a tourist from a traveler. Later on, I will give my opinion about what is what and if Daisy Miller is a tourist or if she is a traveler. I will support my opinion with some quotes that I found interesting.

            For me Daisy Miller is a tourist because a tourist visits a place and mainly visits the tourist attractions, therefore doesn’t get involve with the society. They see other places as an opportunity to be relaxed. We can also say that she is a little selfish because she does not care for example about Italy’s current problems. In contrast travelers are the opposite because they go to a new place and get informed of almost everything. They also try to experience everything by themselves. Therefore I believe that Daisy is a tourist because she doesn’t try to get along or get involved with European’s culture. Another detail about travelers is that they visit a place not because of any promotion or propaganda, but instead because they are willing to go.

            A good quote for demonstrating this is when Winterbourne remembers, “I’ve heard that my pretty cousins in NY were tremendous flirts.” By this quote the author expresses that Winterbourne is seeing Daisy as a flirty young lady while she was only leaving the reality in one side and enjoying the trip as tourists do. Another quote that helps me explain the differences is when Winterbourne states “I had never, as yet had any relations with young ladies this category”. This other quote also helps us see the flirty side that Winterbourne is seeing from Daisy while she is just been a tourist. But also it let’s us know how amazed is Winterbourne at Daisy because of her being so different from other women that he have known before.

            The difference for me is that a tourist, when they are visiting other places, they are escaping their real problems and world. Tourists basically visit some new places because of advertisements and/or references from other people. Most tourists just think about them and do not take in what the other community or society are based on while a traveler tries to integrate and experience the new community that they are visiting. A good example for both is the difference between the places that they both visit. While a tourist visit mostly tourist places which we could define as fake or prepared to create a relaxing environment, a traveler for example visit places such as urban places, and places visited by natives.


                       I also found some incidences about othering in this novella. We could see some othering in this novel such as the following. When Winterbourne talks to his aunt Mrs. Costello about Daisy and she says “they are very common, they are the sort of Americans that one does owns duty by not-accepting”. This shows how Mrs. Costello basically feels and shows herself as in a higher class than Daisy, and even a better person by just seen them once in the lobby. Mrs. Costello just stereotyped Daisy like if she were a common young flirty lady coming from New York, which Mrs. Costello has a very bad concept about them. Other othering moment in this novella is when Daisy describes Mr. Geovanelli as the best type of men because he is an Italian. She says, “He is an Italian… he is the handsomenest man in the world”. This makes remarkable how women see Italians because of all the movies that are made in which Europe or for example Italy is represented as a perfect place for living. This novella may be fictional but this happens a lot in our life. She obviously talks good about him because she wants to be with him. Another quote could be when Mrs. Costello describes Daisy, as “She is the sort of young lady who expects a man, sooner or later, to carry her off?” She here mentions and makes us see Americans as some people that depend on others and that try living off from other’s work. She criticizes very hard Americans but maybe it is because of the way in which she sees herself as a superior being. Possibly she wants Winterbourne to have a date with a European girl instead of an American one.

            In this novella, the characters perception to the different situations that are encountered can be explained based on the characters nationality or the society to which they have been related. For example, during the whole novella Daisy is othered and misunderstood by the Europeans for her way of being because she has the habits and the culture of an American young girl. Daisy doesn’t bother to adapt her lifestyle to that of the Europeans and it is not important to her what the people around her thinks about that. For Daisy, going out in the night with men or to go somewhere during the day with a man alone is fine. In contrast, Mrs, Costello an European and “well cultivated” women, sees Daisy’s customs as audacious or improper for a young lady and she rejects her and describes her as a common and vulgar lady. This can be seen very clearly in the novella when Winterbourne is sustaining a conversation with Mrs. Costello and she says,  "They are very common… They are the sort of Americans that one does one's duty by not—not accepting". This quote declares by itself that Mrs. Costello’s thoughts toward Daisy are moderated by the cultural values she has from the European culture, which is a strict one especially towards women. On the other hand, by Winterbourne's reaction in that same conversation when he says, "Ah, you are cruel!... She's a very nice young girl", it can be interpreted that he understands the difference in the cultural values even that he sees Daisy as a “very uncultivated” young lady. This attitude can be attributed to the social environment that Winterbourne had in his life since he was born in the United States and then went to live in Europe. Finally, it can be seen in the novella that the culture and society influences directly in the way of thinking and perspective of things by the contrast that exist between Daisy’s, Winterbourne and Mrs. Costello’s characters and their social environment.

Monday, November 4, 2013

Reflection on my Journey Journal


            On this post I will reflect on the journey journal I’ve been doing for the last 8 weeks. In this journal I have been imposed some rules to follow such as write your first thoughts, always keep your hand moving, don’t cross out, forget about grammar and punctuation, etc. Some of these rules have been a challenge to me but gracefully I’ve done it.



            On my journey journal I notice about many changes I did since the beginning. The first main change was when I decided to write slanted or diagonally, I thought that it would be very difficult for me, since I’ve always tried to write on the lines. At the beginning I wrote curvy, like an arc, when you first see it, it would seem that the words are falling from the notebook, but if you compare that to how I ended it, you can see all the entire changes I did. I ended writing very precisely and diagonally as I tried to do in the first place. Another thing I notice was that I started crossing out every misspelled word and on the first ones I crossed out, I also put on my initials, as if it was my organic chemistry’s lab notebook. Since that moment I remember how seriously I took my lab. But them I learned to ignore all the misspelling and focus on the continuous writing.


            At the beginning I first stop many times when writing because I have been always been the type of person that needs to think about the topic that I will write, so for me the stream of consciousness technique was very difficult. When writing, I always got distracted with all the things I got to do or the things that I wished to do, but I know that all of these distractions helped me out specially on my organization. I believe that it easily cost me my first 20 entries to get used to write my first thoughts. For me this activity was very difficult and at the beginning I wrote about the TV shows I see and the journeys that I went thinking about them and stuff like that, but later I got better. After all these first entries, my journal got a look like a little bit messy but it was when I fully reach the ability of writing every single thought that came to my mind. It really looks like I mess but maybe it is because my mind sometimes goes crazy thinking on many things at the same time. That’s why I found this very useful. This journal helped me understand the mess of thoughts I am usually dealing with.



            The life compass activity was very innovative for me. I’ve never heard of something like this. I did 5 compasses in total since I focus mainly on the writing but I could say that I range all the possible number in almost all the regions. The region in which I was most stable was the spiritual. I consider myself with a good spiritual base because since very little I was raised in the church and I feel very connected to God and blessed by him in many aspects. Also, I feel very connected with nature, which is the main reason that today I used my bicycle as my method of transportation, because it does well to the environment plus I work out. Thanks to the life compass activity I realize that I may change a lot from day to day and that my main flaw is that I am resting very little. I know that it is because of all the stress I’ve been through but I am handling it well, or at least I am trying to.


Music I used to inspire.

            I learn a lot of things from this internal journey that I made but mainly I learned a lot about myself. Through this journal I could visualize all the things I want to do. I could say that I define my bucket list through this activity. Every time that I was mad, I grab the journal and write, which made me calm and reflect on whatever made me angry. Doing this, made me clear my mind from all the anger and think on every goal that I want to reach in life. Some years ago I started a journal, but I can’t compare it to this one. I think that it is because I’ve change a lot. I am almost another person I could say, maybe it is that I am more mature now than I was before, but for me this journal was way more useful. Maybe in the future if I am having a tough day, I will use again this journal. Also, another thing that help me a lot define my bucket list from this activity was the part of choosing the pictures that will go on my cover page, which for example reminded me how much I want to travel to Bora Bora.


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